no one was ever blinded by looking at the brighter side of things...

Friday, June 25, 2010

boo! to my back...

I know I've touched on this subject a bit here and there but in the last 6 months I have not been a fan of my back. I first 'injured' it in January 2009 but it recovered nicely...until January 2010. Then, all back-related hell broke loose!

It started slowly - mile pain over the weekend and the BAM!!!! on Feb 2nd I went down at school. Literally, in my classroom. Tears. Telling kids to go to the office to get a secretary. An emergency sub situation where I literally said "Good luck. You have kids from this time to that time." No directions at all!

I headed to Urgent Care where I got some much needed painkillers and a prescription for massage. Then started the treatments. And now, almost 6 months later. I FINALLY went to a doctor...should have gone a while ago but massage and chiropractic had gotten me through. After this last recurrence 2 weeks ago I made an appointment at Rebound which is known for joint and orthopedic surgery. This is the same clinic that years ago repaired my Mom's knee.

I went in, talked the usual doctor talk with the doctor and was whisked off to XRay. When the doctor came back in he was kind of smiling and said "Well I have some interesting news" and I literally thought he was going to tell me I was pregnant (I'm not...thankfully). Turns out, I'm an anomaly. Most people have 5 Lumbar Vertebrae. I, on the other hand, have 6. If you google "L6 spinal" like my loving Mother did you will find the word anomaly in the heading :) Oh special me!

I've done an hour or so of research and there isn't a ton but I'm going to dig more. Even my doctor told me that some people believe the extra vertebrae causes the back pain and some don't. Personally for me, I feel it explains a lot. Though, not only do I have an extra vertebrae, one of the nodules on my L6 is fused where it should not be. It is fused on the left side (and not on the right) and ALL my pain in no the left...coincidence...I think NOT!

I also have a bulging disk, which is not exciting. Hopefully the physical therapy and healthy life choices (it really is time to kick my ass in gear) will help with this.

Now I'm doing Physical Therapy with massage and acupuncture in the mix. Yes, you read that right...acupuncture. It really was not as bad as I thought it was going to be and I was in SSOO much pain I was willing to try anything - even if it involved needles. I was doing chiropractic and probably will again soon...but I'm not comfortable/happy with my past provider. So we'll see.

In the end I am glad I know more about myself now, at least my internal self. It alters the course of treatment and the way I'll take more caution to write things down and think about the future. Surprisingly, it also makes me calmer about all of it. Now I know I am not crazy...not that I was imaging the pain...but just for some odd reason makes it all make sense now!

Surgery is a possibility, especially to un-fuse my L6. The doc said that would make for a pretty painful pregnancy and standard delivery if I wanted that. Again, we'll see. I'm hoping to avoid it at all costs but it might be inevitable.

I'll going back in 7 weeks. So I'll update you then. So if you're ever out with me and I'm walking slow, taking breaks, or not going as hard or fast as I used too...now you know. This doesn't mean I can't participate in general walking activities (zoo, light hike, shopping) it just means I need to be careful and make good choices to keep myself healthy!


Picture to be back soon...thanks for the tip Nick.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

sewing ~ practice = more practice...

Now that it is summer I really am going to try to motivate myself to do more around the house and more things for "me time." One of these things will hopefully be sewing. I have a few projects worth of fabric in my room and am determined to do those projects before I buy anything else...we'll see how that goes! One project was to make a few more reusable bags...here is one. I LOVE this yellow and green fabric with the white. Very summer but not too loud/bright. I think the blue handle was the right choice!


The bag. It is pretty big...

Inside the bag.

I tried a new "stich". I need to work on it. I tried to do this in one continual motion but that meant sometimes I had to dew backyard for one (or two) of the sides...but for the first time I'd say it looks okay. Definitely something I want to perfect (eventually)...

I have at least two more bags I'm going to make out of this fabric...maybe I'll send one to you ;-)

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

school's out for summer!!!

WOW. It has been busy around here! The main attraction is our new deck (finished!) and almost completed awning...more about that in the next post!!! Also, school ended which is just a crazy time of year in general. This year really has been a good year at my school. And a BONUS...my friend Sabrina got the 4th grade teaching job at my school! Sabrina and I became friends through another staff member/facebook/and the WSU alumni meet-ups! She's awesome and a great addition to our team!

Sabrina and her room key. Notice my empty room...a sure sign of summer!

This school year did end on a good note and a bad note. Good note - all my kiddos made good progress through the year!!! Bad not- I pulled out my back again!!! GRRRR. I did it the weekend before school was officially over - though I was done teaching. I also did it the last weekend our deck was under construction...whoops!


At the end of the year the teacher's at my school send all the buses of with a wave ans screams of enjoyment!!!

The day after the last day of school we had a staff retreat, in part to welcome our new Principal into our family :-) I'm not sure what he thought of all of us...

1st grade

2nd grade...minus one member.

3rd grade

4th grade

5th grade

kindergarten/reading specialists

specialists (music, pe) & the counselor & new Principal

and last but CERTAINLY not least...me and my "special" team :)

It was a survivor themed party because we survived a lot this year. A new school, many deaths of close family members of many different people in the school, lots of new staff, goodbyes and hellos (changing of the principal guards so to speak)...and much much more! And yes, the special ed torch is actually a plunger!!! Hilarious!!!

This will be the first time in 4 years of teaching that I will have stayed at the same school, and even in the same city!!! It was definitely a different feeling at the end. I did not have to pack boxes, say farewell, or move!!! I am excited to see my kiddos next year but am thankful that it is summer vacation!!! I have a few things planned, mainly my family vacation with an extension trip to Chicago in a few weeks. I want to get lots of sewing done, painting (bathroom and awning), really learn to cook - or at least be come better at it and master some quick and easy recipes as well as some slow-cooker recipes!

HELLO SUMMER 2010!!!!!

Friday, May 28, 2010

the real update...

First of all I would like you to know the official countdown until the end of school. 13 school days. excited...just a bit!

The last few weeks have been crazy around here. So much so that I had to scroll through my iPhone to see what I'd been up too. I think technology is officially taking over my life.Our weekdays during May have been pretty uneventful. The weeks have been a bit more exciting - though (warning: shocker) I neglected to get very many pictures from these outings :(.

 May 1st we had our great friend Robyn and Joe up for a night of fun. We had some beers and played some games! We really enjoy their company and glad they were finally able to make it up to spend the night!

May 8th I headed to Seattle for the day to attend a friend from high school's bridal shower. It was a lot of driving but worth it, especially since I won't be able to attend her wedding since it falls on the same weekend that my wonderful family is heading to Wisconsin for family vacation! That weekend was Mother's Day and it was a very beautiful day in the PNW. We (Mom, Dad, Tony, Kellie, Jason and myself) headed up to Lewis River Golf course to enjoy a nice brunch and each other. We did manage to get a few pictures of this event...though I am still waiting for the rest from Tony and Kellie. Another shocker...i forgot my camera that day. Good thing for the iPhone :)

Me and Mom. Mother's Day 2010

Mom and her kids :)

Mom and Dad :) Love them!!!

I don't know if it is the secret hippie in me, the pacific-northwesterner in me, or the "trying new things in me" but I signed Jason and myself up to take a "how to make a rain barrel" class though Watershed Stewart's. Though we haven't hooked the barrel up yet...it is standing by. We're building a deck next weekend (if this ridiculous rain stops) and will but that in afterwards. Really, that means we're still debating where it should go...
Putting in the overflow spout.

Putting in the spigot.

The next weekend I went out with some of my favorite ladies in Vancouver. My mom, Liz, Stacy & baby Crissy, and myself have been trying to get together every other month. The "Shumaker" clan is one of our closest family friends around town and we feel that it is important to have purposeful and (somewhat) regular meetings to stay connected. We've done this 3 times in the last 6 months!!! It is very nice to have friends that are just like family! This time we went to Tommy O's in downtown Vancouver and then wandered through the Saturday Market at Ester Short park. It was a lovely Saturday morning! Though sadly, I have no pictures :(

I did do a little bit of cake decorating this month. After the hit of my last batch of mini cupcakes it was requested I make more for the Volunteer Tea my school puts on for all the volunteer parents. I happily obliged...with delicious and pretty results. Though next time I know not to put the fresh strawberries on top of white frosting too early...lesson learned. Also, this recipe was MUCH better than the batch I made for my own birthday. I'm sorry Martha but your recipe did not cut it. I got a recipe off OnDemand of the Sprinkles Capcakes show. It was AMAZING!!!
Mini Strawberry Cupcakes with chocolate and cream cheese frosting with fresh strawberries on top. I did cheat at use store bought frosting...next time I won't!!! I was in a time crunch!

One of the two trays. They were a huge hit. They've been requested again...

Sunday, May 23, 2010

sunday snapshot (and a quick update)...

space and mountains. now these really are two of my favorite things!


wow. this is just another reason not to like water.

Things have been crazy around here. There are 16 days of school left for me. Jason's work is coming into its "busy season" aka everyone else's "drinking season." Around the house we've been doing lots of yard work, some decorating, cleaning, and general spring time things. We've become addicted to The Office. Thanks to our Netflix account and our Wii, we have been able to watch seasons 1 - 5 from the comfort of our coach over the last month. Thes series is currently on season 6 so we're almost caught up.

As summer is coming up I'm getting excited at the prospect of doing 'a lot of nothing.' Well, that isn't entirely true...but much more relaxing than past summers :) We're planning on building a deck and awning on June 6th with Foreman Oakes (my dad) running the show! We are very excited about this and hoping the weather cooperates.

That is it for now. I still owe stories about Mother's Day and updated house pictures! Phew...

Tootles for now!

Sunday, May 16, 2010

sunday snapshot...

Here are my favorites of the week! I liked a lot more but have to get going on the yard work. More updates tonight or tomorrow on things we've been up to in the last week. We've been busy, hense, the lack of posts!!!

a rainbow of wreckage.



the power of pink!!!



I can't wait to have a camera that can do something like this :) hoping and dreaming (and saving)


Wednesday, May 12, 2010

my best friend is getting married!!!

That is right folks!!! Leena is getting married to a wonderful guy named Jerome :) I am so happy for them!!! We've been friends for over 20 years, through multiple continents and multiple years not seeing each other, our bond has stood the ultimate test of time, love, and distance. I am so happy for her, she deserves only the best...and has found it!

Onto the photo montage :)

Soccer stars! Ballwin Holy Infants. 1st grade.

St. Louis Zoo. Approximately 2nd grade


St. Louis. beginning of 2nd grade.


St. Louis - Girl Scout Camp


Ballwin Pool (St. Louis) Visiting in middle school. 8th grade I'm guessing.


Summer skiing on Mt. Hood, Oregon. High School.


Visiting our old elementary school play ground :) high school.

@ B's grad party. Leena came to surprise me. What an AWESOME graduation present!


2005. Chicago Cubs vs. Cardinals. GO CARDS!!!

Leena got me my first "It's something from Tiffany's" My wedding shower in April 2009.


My bridal shower. April 2009


Getting manicure's before my wedding! July 2009


Me and my gorgeous Maid-of-Honor!!!


She made an amazing speech! Love her...and can't wait for her wedding.

Lee - LYLASTTDID - Ann